Reading with Miss Joan during today's school session. Her teacher is a lovely, gentle person. And Marian reads for her! (won't for me).
I can't get much blogging out the the little one lately, though the last really was her.
The "new cells!" pronouncement really is an exciting one: it's a sign that Audrey's marrow has started producing a measurable quantity of new cells. We won't have "for sure" data that we're seeing Audrey's cells rather than Marian's cells until 30 days, when a blood sample will be PCR amplified and compared to samples taken from both girls before everything began, but the general assumption, particularly this early is a happy "yes." Daily blood counts are generally done by machine, but a smear is visually checked as well, counting the number of white cells in a defined field. We've had 0-0-0..., then today: 10! Her ANC, or absolute neutrophil count, is now 320, again after some time at "0" (normal is >1500/microliter). A healthy batch of newbies. Neutrophils are a type of white blood cell that fights infection, little warriors that rush at infection and suicide burst with a little splash of peroxide; their dead little selves are much of what you see in pus. This type of white blood cell is particularly used to track the development of new cells because they have a lifespan of less than a day, so we are assured that these are not residual white blood cells, but fresh-made beauties whose numbers testify of busily working new marrow.
For some children, these couple of days surrounding engraftment can be some of the most difficult because the new cells go right to work busily repairing the usual wear and tear that the body had neglected when it had no warriors to send out. Marian had a pretty good fever going late last night (now passed), and we're hoping this is the explanation for that. I think she's feeling pretty well, though obviously doing hard body work. She was energetic this morning, but somewhat cross today and crashed to sleep around 1:30.
Red blood cell and platelet transfusions yesterday, because her counts finally dropped below THE LINE. She did start to have tiny pinpoint bruises caused by the usual capillary breakage not being stopped by the usual platelets. They're called petechiae. I have found it very interesting, though of course it makes perfect sense, to see how ruddy she is today after being so pale yesterday. Look at them RBCs.
Her mouth is redder today, finally inflamed because there are WBC to do the inflaming. Her throat has been pretty scratchy, and of course her gut is a mess, but it looks like the dreaded mucousitis, the mouth and whole GI tract sores that are some of the most painful side effects of chemotherapy, has been avoided. No blood or visible sores, and she has not needed morphine. Our nurse on the day she received her malphalan, the mucousitis culprit, said some research has shown that sucking on ice or something else very cold during her infusion has been shown to reduce the effects. We
did, and I'm very happy that, via that or good blessings, she seems to have slipped it by. I'll cheerfully accept either (likely both).
We expected hair loss to start a couple of days ago, but have seen our first loose hairs today, and her scalp was ultra-sensitive during her shampooing today, also a sign that the hair loss is beginning. I had my mom bring us the clippers last week to buzz her head when needed. Earlier, I was all for just shaving it all off at the first sign, to avoid the mess and the trauma, but the team here thinks I should wait a bit; her hair is so thick that she could lose 2/3 of it and still look like a normal 6-year old, with a sleek little bob instead of le pouf. So now I'm waiting for a bald patch. I'm much less distressed about the little hairs left on the pillow than I thought I would be; certainly seeing all of the little bald heads on this floor has normalized it. Plus, as we've written before, Marian is looking forward to it. We may not, however, feel the same way 5 or 6 months from now (usually takes 3 for a little growth to start again)--such a visible tattoo of "sick." My dad hated hated losing his hair, and it surprised me, because he wasn't really a concerned-with-appearance sort of guy. But it was the looking sick that bothered him, not the looking bald.
Our apartment is in this corner of the PRMH (Philadelphia Ronald McDonald House) . I'm ecstatic to share that all 3 windows in the corner tower are ours. Plus 5 on the other side. Really, it is cooler than our permanent digs.
Walking to the hospital for school (Marian gets an hour a day with the same lovely lady who taught her during her inpatient stay. In a very clean room that is wiped down after every student & with brand-new books, markers...). If you have super eyes and a bit of imagination, you can see my ripening belly & her mask and the stroller I decided not to replace (but I have months yet to re-decide...).
The development guy here (I forget his title) here is new to his job (and very nice) and, in making up these save-the-date flyers, wasn't finding an existing photo he liked. So he chose us! More Marian laying on the charm (She's really shy right now, actually. He was watching us interact alone the day he approached me). 
